permilihan JPP

mlm td ak n bdak2 nie pegi menonton debat kat speaker corner( saat dimana calon2 JPP membentangkn manifesto mrk utk menarik undi...) to be honest...sowg calon pun xmenarik minat ak utk mengundi mrk..knp dan mengapa? mungkin kredibliti dan ciri2 kepimpinan tue xdea dlam diri diowg...kebanyakkan calon..masih muda, kurang pengalaman, n ade jugak yg jenis ckap jea tp keja xjlan...
maybe ade yg pikir permintaan ak terhdap seorg pemimpin tue tinggi..n why not ak jea yg jd calon JPP...well..i know who i am (sedar sape diri nie)...and i'm not qualified enough to be a leader...lg pun ak takut xterpikul tangungjawab tue nanti..n xpasal2 kena soal waktu akhirat nanti...bnyak benda yg perlu dipertimbangkan...sebab tue biler din mintak ak jd calon penamaan...ak say NO..b'coz ak taw ak xmampu...
well back to the topic...each one of them are fail to show the qualification to be a leader...but ak kagum gan keberanian diowg tuk tampil kat khalayak ramai...bukan semua owg bleh wat...even ak gak...tp tue semua xmemandai utk menang undi...kebanyakkan yer menang sorak...(asal jgn 'kg tergadai'...) apapun PILIH LAH CALON YG BETUL2 LAYAK MENJADI WAKIL FAKULTI KITA...yg bleh bawak perubahan kat fakulti kita bukan kerna owg tue kita kenal...satu kelas...tp yg pasti setiap undi adalh rahsia...so vote wisely guy..

laptop oh laptop....

klau dikira kan tarikh menghantar laptop tue..dh hampir seminggu ak kesunyian tanpa laptop disisi tuk diformat...huhuhu...sudah lar tue..ari tue si tukan format nyer sms kat ak, yg cd-rom ak ade problem..xsakit ak dgr nya apatah lg ak br jea tukar(melayang rm200 ak waktu cuti dlu) pikir punyer pikir, ak decide xnak tukar, n bro tue pun promise nk tgk ape yg rosak nyer...n malam td (waktu owg tgh busy dlam operasi membunuh lebah) dia menghantar mesage mengatakan board ak yg ade problem n dia xdpt nk format laptop tue...xtido mlm ak mendengar berita itu...biler amy dh dpt laptop dia b'tambah jealousy nyer ak...huhuhu..dh lar xdpt blik minggu nie...menjadi penungu setia kat sini lar nampak nyer ak...sakit nyer kpl memikirkan laptop ak tue...skunk nie xsabar ak nk menunggu sms dr abg cc spy dtg ambik laptop ak tue...

2010

dah hampir satu minggu, kiter memasuki tahun 2010, tiba2 teringat plak kat citer 2012(rase nyer masing2 taw apa isi kandungan dlam citer tue kan...) bg ak citer tue ade baik n buruk yer gak....but it up to you to jugde this movie...
luper plak tue bukan tujuan utama ak nk menulis malm nie...(dh lama xupdate blog nie sampai kan xtaw dah nk citer psal apa...) semester baru..means new problem, i guest but i know we can overcome it...semester 5 tahun ketiga means tahun terakhir ak kat sini, xsangkakan dh masuk 3 tahun, rase cam br semalam jea dftar kat sini, kena 'psycho' gan senior, but that was the xperience yg ak xkan luperkan..(mane bleh luperkan)...kali nie banyak benda yg dh berubah...we never thought things will change...
cuti ari tue...juz kerja membesarkan badan jea kat umah...tp yg peliknya masih ade yg kate ak dah 'kurus'...hehehe(^-^)...ridiculous...peluang berjumpa gan kawan lama yg memang dh lama xjumpa...mcm2 citer kuar..xsangka rmai kawan ak dh kahwin n xlama lg anak sedara ak plak bkal meninggalkan zaman bujang...makcik dia???lama lg..hehehe...
after all, my wish for this new year, hope everyone will be a better person than last year, memperbaiki ape yg xelok n berusaha mencapai apa yg xdpt dicapai sem lpas...last but not least do de very best for this year, coz this our last year in UiTM segamat...Aja2 Hwaiting!!!remember this...a winner need to lose first before they can win again, it doesn't matter how many time u will lose, as long as u learn from the mistakes...(^-^)

satu minggu yg pjng????

mesti bdak nie xsangka kan...giler awal ak bgun..(pdahal xtido langsung) ini lar penangan nyer biler kena selesema..jgn slah bace...BUKAN H1N1 yer....ari nie blik ku...kesepian..nape???mesti lar roomate2 ku dh pulang ke kg...meninggalkan ak yg masih setia disini..huhu...xpela lg dua minggu ak plak blik....
sekali lg ak dilanda kebosanan duduk kat blik nie..dr blik outing td(outing gan bdak2 nie) sampai lar skunk, ak xdea kuar blik, mkan pun disponsor oleh maggi a'are..thanx a'are..nanti akak ganti yer....
ikutkan ati td nk study utk final rabu nie tp biler dh menghadap laptop, satu keja pun xjlan..mcm mane nie nk g lib pg nanti...tido pun blum(azan subuh br jea kedengaran).....waktu2 camnie lar yg ak pling tension skli...coz nak wat ape pun xjd..n ak pun xdea mood nk study or melakukan kerja2 seharian ak...huhuhu...sabar ilah..dugaan tuk ko nie...
ikutkan perancangan, sepatut nya ari nie ktowng (ak,ziema,amy,yatt) pergi umah kak aida tp disebabkan beberapa faktor, ktowng xleh pegi( sowy yer kak,bukan xnak pegi tp keadaan tak mengizinkan..)
sepanjang minggu nie xdea benda yg menarik yg berlaku coz klas bnyak xdea/batal...melainkan test cabling(nasib baik lar pass, klau tak mahu menangis xberlagu ak, pastu gan IID lg faculty ktowng menang 4 gold, n salah satu nyer adalah yahoo group yg ktowng (part 4) wat..xsia2 keja ktowng yg bertungkus-lumus nk dpt kan maklumat yg diperlukan tue...wlpun dimarahi, tp hasilnya berbaloi..btul tak????
now, after subuh, i need to rest my mind for a while b'4 cik amy dtg mengetuk blik ak ...

There are ten useless matters:

1. Knowledge that is not acted on
2. The deed that has neither sincerity nor is based on following the righteous examples of others
3. Money that is hoarded, as the owner neither enjoys it during this life nor obtains any reward for it in the Hereafter
4. The heart that is empty of love and longing for Allah, and of seeking closeness to Him
5. A body that does not obey and serve Allah
6. Loving Allah without following His orders or seeking His pleasure
7. Time that is not spent in expiating sins or seizing opportunities to do good
8. A mind that thinks about useless matters
9. Serving those who do not bring you close to Allah, nor benefit you in your life
10. Hoping and fearing whoever is under the authority of Allah and in His hand; while he cannot bring any benefit or harm to himself, nor death, nor life; nor can he resurrect himself.

However the greater of these matters are wasting the heart and wasting time. Wasting the heart is done by preferring this worldly life over the Hereafter, and wasting time is done by having incessant hope. Destruction occurs by following one’s desires and having incessant hope, while all goodness is found in following the right path and preparing oneself to meet Allah.

How strange it is that when a servant of Allah has a [worldly] problem, he seeks help of Allah, but he never asks Allah to cure his heart before it dies of ignorance, neglect, fulfilling one’s desires and being involved in innovations. Indeed, when the heart dies, he will never feel the significance or impact of his sins.

Imam Ibn ul Qayyim al Jawziyyah

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nothing to talk about...juz let myself think something..and talk something...
something bout life,
something bout relationship,
something bout me....
did u keep dreaming something that u really want, but u can't reach it?
did u ever feel desperate,sad,happy,angry until u don't what to do?
did u ever wandering, who am i?
well, life is something mystery, and it won't let us know what its secret
relationship, it will never started, until we start it
me, myself juz only me know..who am l...
so, don't let other people teach what is life, u, yourself need to do it by yourself..
don't envy with other people relationship, b'coz that their part, we never know, how our part..
let me show u, who am i...me..juz me...people around me are not deserved to judge who am i...
so...life with your own life,don't bother other..
so...make your own relatioship, b'coz your deserve it...
and...be yourself..don't let people teach u how to be yourself...

Raya menjelang...

xsangka sebulan dh berlalu...ramadhan jugak bkal berakhir n kiter bkal menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri...klau waktu mule2 dulu..dok asyik kira biler nak blik kg...xsabar nk raya (rase nyer bukan ak jea kot..rmai lg dok pikir cam tue.) tp biler dgr ceramah ustaz ari tue..terasa dlam diri..teruk jugak diri nie kan..yelah ramadhan br muler tp dh dok asyik pikir nak raya...ishk..ishk...
mule2 ari tue...kira rajin gak lar kan g terawih..yelah kat umah xberpeluang kot (jap2..heheh..luper lak..ak xblik sepanjang bulan pose nie..) terasa skit hidup diperantauan (^_^)...juz akhir2 nie jea kot agak malas coz agak busy gan assingment...tp syukur lar at least berpeluang jugak nak menambah amal ibadat....
sok..UITM bkal sunyi..insyaallah..coz penghuni yer pulang beraya...excited plak nk blik kan walaupun ak blik malam after berbuke...xpea lar tuk kowg yg blikawal(seawal pkul 9-9.30 pg..hehehe) sok..SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI yer...Maaf Zahir Batin...tp pas raye wat salah blik..heheh...biasa lar..manusia xpernah sempurna...HAH!!!xsabar nk blik sok...nk jumpa smua adik-beradik ku...sabar lar wahai ibu bapa ku...anakmu dlam perjalanan pulang ke kg....ishk..ishk..

baru blikk dr kedai mamak...



nak naik bas kuning dh..time to go home girls