Sunday, October 25, 2009

satu minggu yg pjng????

mesti bdak nie xsangka kan...giler awal ak bgun..(pdahal xtido langsung) ini lar penangan nyer biler kena selesema..jgn slah bace...BUKAN H1N1 yer....ari nie blik ku...kesepian..nape???mesti lar roomate2 ku dh pulang ke kg...meninggalkan ak yg masih setia disini..huhu...xpela lg dua minggu ak plak blik....
sekali lg ak dilanda kebosanan duduk kat blik nie..dr blik outing td(outing gan bdak2 nie) sampai lar skunk, ak xdea kuar blik, mkan pun disponsor oleh maggi a'are..thanx a'are..nanti akak ganti yer....
ikutkan ati td nk study utk final rabu nie tp biler dh menghadap laptop, satu keja pun xjlan..mcm mane nie nk g lib pg nanti...tido pun blum(azan subuh br jea kedengaran).....waktu2 camnie lar yg ak pling tension skli...coz nak wat ape pun xjd..n ak pun xdea mood nk study or melakukan kerja2 seharian ak...huhuhu...sabar ilah..dugaan tuk ko nie...
ikutkan perancangan, sepatut nya ari nie ktowng (ak,ziema,amy,yatt) pergi umah kak aida tp disebabkan beberapa faktor, ktowng xleh pegi( sowy yer kak,bukan xnak pegi tp keadaan tak mengizinkan..)
sepanjang minggu nie xdea benda yg menarik yg berlaku coz klas bnyak xdea/batal...melainkan test cabling(nasib baik lar pass, klau tak mahu menangis xberlagu ak, pastu gan IID lg faculty ktowng menang 4 gold, n salah satu nyer adalah yahoo group yg ktowng (part 4) wat..xsia2 keja ktowng yg bertungkus-lumus nk dpt kan maklumat yg diperlukan tue...wlpun dimarahi, tp hasilnya berbaloi..btul tak????
now, after subuh, i need to rest my mind for a while b'4 cik amy dtg mengetuk blik ak ...

There are ten useless matters:


1. Knowledge that is not acted on
2. The deed that has neither sincerity nor is based on following the righteous examples of others
3. Money that is hoarded, as the owner neither enjoys it during this life nor obtains any reward for it in the Hereafter
4. The heart that is empty of love and longing for Allah, and of seeking closeness to Him
5. A body that does not obey and serve Allah
6. Loving Allah without following His orders or seeking His pleasure
7. Time that is not spent in expiating sins or seizing opportunities to do good
8. A mind that thinks about useless matters
9. Serving those who do not bring you close to Allah, nor benefit you in your life
10. Hoping and fearing whoever is under the authority of Allah and in His hand; while he cannot bring any benefit or harm to himself, nor death, nor life; nor can he resurrect himself.

However the greater of these matters are wasting the heart and wasting time. Wasting the heart is done by preferring this worldly life over the Hereafter, and wasting time is done by having incessant hope. Destruction occurs by following one’s desires and having incessant hope, while all goodness is found in following the right path and preparing oneself to meet Allah.


How strange it is that when a servant of Allah has a [worldly] problem, he seeks help of Allah, but he never asks Allah to cure his heart before it dies of ignorance, neglect, fulfilling one’s desires and being involved in innovations. Indeed, when the heart dies, he will never feel the significance or impact of his sins.

Imam Ibn ul Qayyim al Jawziyyah

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

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nothing to talk about...juz let myself think something..and talk something...
something bout life,
something bout relationship,
something bout me....
did u keep dreaming something that u really want, but u can't reach it?
did u ever feel desperate,sad,happy,angry until u don't what to do?
did u ever wandering, who am i?
well, life is something mystery, and it won't let us know what its secret
relationship, it will never started, until we start it
me, myself juz only me know..who am l...
so, don't let other people teach what is life, u, yourself need to do it by yourself..
don't envy with other people relationship, b'coz that their part, we never know, how our part..
let me show u, who am i...me..juz me...people around me are not deserved to judge who am i...
so...life with your own life,don't bother other..
so...make your own relatioship, b'coz your deserve it...
and...be yourself..don't let people teach u how to be yourself..
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