Thursday, July 23, 2009

Yang Muda Disayangi Yang Tua Dihormati..

semester baru..sudah semesti nyer akan ade pelajar baru..kali ini semester ak yg ke-4..pelajar2 nyer adalh first intake utk julai09-nov09...apa kena-mengena tajuk kat ats dgn topik kali ini..td ade bdak junior nk menemubual ak..bukan nk mendera mereka..walaupun ak ade niat mcm tue...(agak nyer gen dr akak2 senior ak waktu ak part 1 tue tlah diturunkan kpd ak kot...) tp oleh krn kekurangan ahli korum..ktowg xstuju..so terpaksa lar dia dtg lg next time...biler mengenangkan bdak tue,,teringat waktu ak part 1 dlu(mcm dh lame jea berlalu) dgn akak2 senior yg agak "menyakit ati" kecuali roomates ak yg dlu lar..diowg ok jea..saat kena wat PSU... tanya bermacam soalan ..klau dlu ak sering tertanya2 apa kebaikan nyer wat PSU nie???yelah kena dera wat mcm2...denda lg coz xsiap kan psu walaupun waktu tue agak bizi coz dgn aktiviti klej tp diowg xterima alasan tue..sampai ak yg xsuke menangis nie pun bleh menangis...tp skunk biler usia semakin meningkat..baru lar ak pham...knp pljr junior perlu wat PSU..klau xdea PSU..ak xkan kenal sape senior ak, ak xkan taw camnea hidup gan owg yg lbih tua(selain dr keluarga terdekat) ak xkan taw perangai senior yg cerewet..tapi skunk pelajar2 part 1 terlalu dimanja kan...yelah PSU sudah dibanned kan..coz ade yg wat laporan mrk "dibuli"...bg ak..benda tue adlh pkr biasa klau kiter tinggal ditempat mcm kat klej nie...N biler diowg xperlu wat mcm nie...pljr2 junior mula naik tocang..berlagak umpama diowg lar yg paling senior kat sini(bukan sengaja nak timbulkan isu sapa junior n sapa senior) tp rasa hormat mrk kat ktowg yg bleh dianggap akak nie langsung xdea..so xkan ktowg plak yg nk respect diowg???layak ke mrk yg lbih tua dipanggil oii, ko ???klau xknal@xsure pun tolong la panggil awak, ke akak ke? bukan ke itu lbih sedap didengar?? n xkan muka tue dh tegang coz suntik botox sampai xleh nak sedekah senyuman???xrugi pun diowg wat camtue... diowg nie xdea bljr peribahasa "masuk kandang lembu..buat lar bunyi lembu..n biler masuk kandang kambing, buat lar bunyi kambing.." nie x..masing2 wat hal sendiri..tapi xsemua pljr part 1 mcm nie..masih ade yg sudi nk menghulurkan senyuman dan salam..bak kata pepatah "gara2 nila setitik abis susu sebelanga..."sbg seorg senior(bukan nk berlagak senior )..km hanya minta dihormati sbg kakak...spy km bleh menyayangi diowang (junior) sbg adik...


(topik nie xdea kena-mengena gan ketidakpuasan hati kat pljr part 1 yer...juz luahan pendapat n pengalaman shj)



waktu dinner kolej part..b'gbr gan
senior b'4 b'tukar blik

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

tinggal di luar or dlam kolej???

sejak mula sem nie..kehidupan kat kolej bukan lar satu kehidupan yg menyeronokkan..knp?
coz semakin bnyk peraturan yg xsepatut nyer dibuat...dilakukan kat sini..
memang lar diowg wat peraturan tue coz demi keselamatan ktowg...yes i get that but what about our comfortable???knp owg nak masuk universiti? jawapan kowg tentu lar coz nak tuntut ilmu..tp xsemesti nyer kiter kena samb. kat U kan???tp nape kiter semua nie plih U...jawapan nyer mudah jea...kiter xperlu memakai uniform skul cam bdak skul kan...tp sejak muler sem nie..makin bnyak peraturan terutama mengenai pakaian yg semakin diketatkan..biler semua yg mudah muler diketatkan apa lg makna duduk dlam kolej...apa lagi keistimewaan yg kiter nak biler duduk kat sini..adat lar kan hidup kat U..mesti lar semua owg nak melawa..coz nie lar saat kiter mula mengenali dunia koporat...kenapa perlu isu2 mudah menjadi kompicated???kadang2 manusia nie memang suke komplicated kan hidup nie kan...(xdpt ckap waktuperjumpaan gan PPP dpt luah kat sini sudah lar k)n..apa2 pun nie cume pandangan seowg siswi yg rase hak nya semakin dikecilkan tue jea..so jgn simpan dlam hati yer..rase2 nyer bleh ke kita bertahan untuk tinggal dlam kolej klau peraturan semakin ketat..agak2 nyer lebih kolej nie kiter tukar name jadi sekolah berasrama penuh coz peraturan n penempatan dlam kolej sudah semakin ketat n pelajar semakin ramai tp bilik kurang..apa2 pun tepuk dada tanya imam...perlu ke peraturan nie dilaksanakan..

Monday, July 20, 2009

your own lover...

Somebody once told me that, "Finding the right person
is very hard and very wrong . . . it is best to be the right person for the one you love and start from there . . . you'll always end up disappointed when you set standards and define a 'right person' for you . . . and don't rush things . . . 'coz somewhere somehow God is preparing somebody for you".

You can never be perfect . . . the person you love can never be perf
ect ... but both of you can be perfect through love and prayers, and your love can be perfect through the both of you. But, no relationship is complete without God. . . that's why we have marriage . . . it's a bond not only between you and your loved one . . . but also with God.
Our relationships fail not because (s)he's not the right person . . . it's because we expected too much and we decided on our own . . . let God do the work . . . you may call it waiting time . . . but while you are waiting...pray. Let God guide you ways . . . He knows better. No, He knows what best for us.
Love is not what you think it is . . .
Sometimes we mistakenly feel that our first relationship will be our last. Because we are overwhelmed with joy and romance, we forget to learn the meaning of true love. Some are saying that love is unselfish, blind, unconditional, or simply denying oneself for the sake of someone very important in our life. Others are saying love is

immortal and can never be defined.
When we think we're in love, the first thing we almost wanted the whole world to know is that our love for someone very special can never be taken away from us.
We say this phrase, "You are the most wonderful gift from GOD I have ever received."
After a terrible fight or sometimes even a petty quarrel we then say, "You are the biggest mistake I've ever made in my entire life!"
Now, how do you say and spell the word L-O-V-E? Are you really deeply into it?

Nobody can tell what love really is until experience speaks and whispers right into our ears. Most of the time, these love promises like, "forever, till death do us apart, etc." would end up "never" and "We should part ways, I'm no longer happy with you! My love for you is DEAD!!!" Many times we thought after having committed to someone and your trust to one another freezes down to zero degree, "S/He isn’t the right one. I should probably wait for the right one to come."
But the big question anyone could not answer is, "Is she/he the right one?" and "When is the right time?" That made us sticks to whom we are w
ith.
Will you always be waiting for the right person to come and the right time to commit? A big YES is the answer. Don't be in a hurry to get into relationship because you can never find love if you insist that you are already into it. Try to find time to really understand your real feelings, to know who you really are, and what you really want in a relationship.
You're right, there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but there's a compatible partnership that goes along with it.
If you already knew that you're too big to fit into a small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll probably break it and pay for the damages you have made. If you knew and felt that the relationship will not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll just suffer the consequences and live like hell the rest of your life.

It's really hard to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any better by just pretending you still have the same feelings. Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to grow and give your heart a much needed attention. Then you will find that you have made the right decision and you made it all by yourself.
More frequently than not, we all act in a hypocritical manner for some reason.
We call it love when we can't leave someone and see them crying as we try
to let go. We are wrong, it's just pity.

We call it love when we're too attached and think that losing the one we love will somehow make us weak and unable to face the
storms of life. We misunderstood; it's just that we're too much dependent on them.
We call it love when we give our whole life to them, the wholeness of us
and imagined that if they leave no one would accept us and our past. We are
mistaken, it's just insecurity.
But no matter what the definition is, the truth still remains that lov
e isn't something you can buy nor beg. It is real and existing. You can't touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You can't find it, but it will knock before you when you least expect it to come. It can make you the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that it also can make you the most miserable person in the whole galaxy.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Novel online....

well..sejak xtido malam beberapa hr nie keja ak online aje..mentang2 dpt wireless free kn...selain dok mengeditkn facebook ak tue...satu lagi tabiat baru ak ialah membace novel online...walaupun agak susah jugak lar kn coz nak kena tunggu penulis dia update blog tue...tapi seronok juga ...at least dpt juga mengubat gian aku nak bace novel..(takpea ilah...balik umah nanti..pastikan ko beli novel yer...) sejak akhir2 nie...ak seperti menjadi virus(bukan virus HINI tue yer) ialah skunk nie roomate ak sendiri dh terpengaruh gan ak tgk citer korea n jepun( ak kan bleh dianggap giler jugak lar kan dgn kump. dr korea terutamanya suju) n now mereka juga turut 'menyertainya'...well nampak nyer kegilaan ak akan bertambah apabila kak norli berpindah masuk ke blik ak maybe next week kot..kak norli adlh salah seowg sumber ak untuk mengetahui perkembangan terkini group dr korea especially suju lar kn...tapi ak gembira jugak lar kan dpt kak norli menjadi roomates ak lagi sekali utk sem..rase nyer nie sem terakhir dia kot kat sini...(hensem n cute kn diowg smua nie..hehehe)

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

new task..

-FACEBOOK-

rase nyer kiter semua taw apa tue facebook kan...ialah selain dr blog, friendster, myspace...facebook adalah satu lg laman sosial yg popular pd hr nie...n nape ak sebut pasal facebook xpsal2 nie???? td en.al-bakri dh bg assingment utk wat facebook masing2..so ktowg bdak 4e2 pun sibuk lar membuat nie semua...jika nk dibandingkan facebook dgn laman sembang yg lain memang lar berbeza tapi function dia tetap sama...untuk berhubung...n ats reason itu lar lecture ktowg suruh wat facebook...emn....nampaknya ak akan makin busy lar...ialah nk update blog nie gan facebook..dh lar bab2 benda nie ak agk susah sikit nk wat...apa2 pun bg mereka yg ade facebook...boleh lar add ak kat emel nie. shunomazna@yahoo.com.my.. (jgn pelik dgr nama e-emel ak nie...ati dh tertarik nk guna nama nie...apa bleh wat..) so wish me do a good job...

Monday, July 6, 2009

Nail in the fence

Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence. (Most importantly the last sentence). There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the! Day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say 'I'm sorry', the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.'YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I AM HONORED' Please forgive me if I have ever left a hole! (I mean it)

semester baru....mcm mane erk???

hari nie bermula kembali kisah ak kat uitm segamat nie...semester baru...azam baru...c'kap baru...masalah baru jugak ke???hrap2 xdea masalah yg menyakitkan ati lagi larr...cuti dua blan mcm xckup jea...satu blan yg pertama...cuti2 malaysia..owg lain kerja..ak cuti2 malaysia...tp jgn xtaw dlam cuti2 tu pun ak kira kerja jugak lar..jd tutor pun satu kerja jugak kan...duduk umah kak lin membuatkan ak membesarkan badan jea..yelah asyik makan and mentertawakan owg lain jugak..bulan yg kedua ak dh blik jgka....tugas menjaga aieril n kakak2 dia adalah menjadi tugas ak..yelah dh mcm mak owg jea ak..berleter 24 hours..xdea benda lain..ak pun sakit telinga....dlam duduk diam kat umah tue ak xsangka plak dua bulan sdah berlalu...N sunk ak sudah berada dlam blik baru..(aduh sedih nyer kena kick out dari blik depan...) xpea ar blik skunk pun ok jugak...(xsangka roomates ak G( kawan si azimah...n nie pun wing lame ak jugak..(kenangan waktu part 1 kembali semula dlam kepala)
pagi td br jea klas ak yg pertama abis...dapat lecturer baru(kira baru jugak lar kan..coz ktowg xpernah belajar gan dia lagi) memang kecoh jugak lar kan klas td..yelah dua bulan xjumpa mesti lar banyak cerita yg nak dihebohkan...citer pling panas mestilah kisah cik ADA accident kat tangkak ari tue..ngeri jugak biler dengar kecederaan dia tue...apapun doa kan lar untuk kesejahteraan dia...Amin...