Thursday, November 21, 2013

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Dreamerz


Malam nie, it all about En.Mimpi









Thursday, August 29, 2013

13 JAM A380

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM....
13 JAM A380- Evelyn Rose

Sejak pegang title "penanam anggur" nie minat m'bc ak tue pun dh hilang..huhu..but lucky me when I read this nvel..sapa kata novel nie juz bhan picisan yg xdea info n xb'guna...well that person had to open their mind n start read novel..(tp kena lar pndy plih jugak)....this novel might be about love tp bwak maksud yg lbih dlm lg...Hello, everyone want a happy ending for every story right, klau tak, xdea lar citer fairy tale tue...huhu...Apa pun org ckp, I'm enjoying...

A few words that I get from this novel:
A good communication is better that a quick sex- so muccccchhhhh trueee...
A good communication is not about you speak to that person,then that person will reply back to you...its more than that...A good communication, is when you spend some times, ur commitment, attention to he/she, so that they can freely express what is in their mind...some people may not realize, when somebody is trying to talk, they know n understand the body language of the receiver whether they are listening or not..same concept are applying when u r texting..that is why there are some people who decide to keep all the "talking stuff" in their mind...It not about the medium or language, it about the person itself, r u ready to bcome a good listener???
sebab itu as a muslim, kita d'galakan b'doa, b'coz that is our way to communicate with Allah, in any way or medium b'coz HE will and still listening to whatever we said...xkesah berapa lama, berapa panjang or berapa lama kita dh xb'doa...HE always be there....

Be aware of our surrounding
Dunia  hr nie yg mana fokus hanya duit n kuasa, dh xdea sapa yg akan peduli pd org lain...kegilaan mengejar duit n kuasa buat manusia lupa pd org sekliling, sila lar tanya pd mrk yg sibuk b'kerja keadaan semasa pasti yea mrk xambik pduli pun...as long as dunia dowg xterancam...how ignorant these people...

Love
Love is like drug, once u try, u will be addicted...love is so beautiful, enjoying, but does it will help u to Jannah or not...Islam s'dr tidak pernah m'haramkan manusia untuk b'kasih sayang sebab Allah sendiri sifat yea Maha Penyayang lg Maha Pengasih, tp mesty lar dlam landasan yg btul, marriage..
read this somewhere
if u love someone, let they go, if they come back for you, then he/she is the person
if they didn't come back, then they are not the one...

kita hanya merancang, tp Allah lagi mengetahui apa yg hambaNya perlukan..
sebaik-baik perancangan adalah dariNya...

I want a true love where happiness didn't stop when i die..i want love that will lead me to Jannah...

Kebahagian bukan disandarkan pada pasangan kita, sebaliknya, sandarkan lar pada Pencipta kita ALLAH SWT, kerana perasaan sayang itu wujud hanya dengan izin-NYA...


Sunday, August 25, 2013

2Bulan 11 Hari@Benum Hill Resort

@3:43 AM
Bila mana insomia dtg melanda, mula lar nk imbau kenangan lama...hehehe...Benum Hill Resort, how I wish to go back to that place again...huhuhu....so much memories created in that place wlupun masa yg ktowg ada sgt lar singkat...wlupun ada rasa tkut pada mula yea, tp ak mmg xsabar nk g sana....mmg b'doa hrp2 dpt msuk plkn pun...pelik kan...hehehe....
budak2 blik ak yg seramai 7 owg (include me)
-- > Heng (nama sebenar Heng Shi Yue, from terangganu) 1st frenz yg ak tegur yg mana smpy abis prog, kiter owg still best frenz...miss her...huhuhu....
--> Huda (how lucky she is, dpt 1kem dgn crush dy aka best frenz dy), well nasib baik lar wktu tue ak xdea lar pikir sgt psal bnda2 nie...wlupun perangai gila2 (coz dpt roomate yg gila2 mcm ak nie) tp tetap kekal watak ustzh dy tue..nasib bail xt'pengaruh...heehehe
---> Pipah (yg nie ak bole ngam sgt2 sebab dy gan ak 2 x 5 jer perangai...hehhee) mcm mana lar xnaik tocang ak kat sana...hehhe...nasib baik skunk dh ayu...hehehe
--> Ayu (mula2 anti skit dgn minah nie coz 'ayu' sgt...but lama2 dh bole ngam lar...dh dduk sama2 tuk 2/11 satu blik plak tue...)
--> Ct (spatut yea, dy yg jd ktua blik, bukan ak coz dy lg matang n bdak2 nie dgr ckit ckp dy dr ak nie yg entah mcm mana bole terlibat...huhuu)
last but not least
--> Nadia (dlm blik tue dia lar yg pling giler2 n mengarut...hehehe...penyeri blik ktowg...hehehe...rasa yea skunk dh kawen  kot...)
Sronok yer kem tue, tiap2 ptg bole lepak kat tasik o kat kdai kop "cuci mata" hehehe....pdahal rupa smua platih sama jea, bulat, hitam yg beza rendah tinggi jer...hehehe...port special ktowg sudah tentu lar tepi tasik depan pgar (strategik tmpt tue coz situ lar laluan utama dining n blik) then dok lepak gan si Tam kat tembok, dgr si Tengku (mamat tunku yg mmg suka skitkan aty) b'gosip plus mengutuk bdak2 kompeni lain...tp mulut dy jea yg jahat tp aty baik...n xlupa mie skaki perasan...hehehe
Sronok yer kem tue bila ptg2 kacau bdak2 laki joging t'masuk lar si Along...heheh (mentang2 blik sblah jlan raya jer)..nakal kan ktowg nie...hehehe...klau dh "kepala" tunjuk taring, "ekor2" pun ikut sama lar...hehehe...yg pling xtahan bila mana ak wat scene plakon bollywooddok guling2 kat rumput cuma xdea plakon laki jer..hehehe....tue lar active sgt xpsal2 jtuh b'golek..hehehe
Sronok yer kem tue bila sama2 wat sorakan kompeni, especially biler time game..mau hilang suara dibuat yea...tp time tue lar yg best. 
Sronok yer kem tue, bila pg2 kena kawat...pg2 dh kena pkai half/ bj sukan....lompat bintang 50x, tekan tubi 50x, bangkit tubi 50x n lari 1kem...tue yg time bekfas dh mcm owg kebulur msing2...wlupun penat, hasil yea, wjud lar otot2 perut yg sudah b'tukar lemak skunk nie...hhehehe..xckup pg, sambung ke petang plak...xpsal2 muka dh mcm kena celup gan mnyk itam jer...huhuhu...
Sronok yer kem tue biler dpt bljr kayak (1st time cuba tue) srnok tp penat wa ckp....then ada water confident yg mana ak mmg xconfident coz ak punya life jaket wat hal...huhuhu...then ada camping jugak (wlupun blkg kem jea pun) entah khemah tue dh gaya apa jer aktgk ktowg wat...merasa lar msak guna dpur lilin tue...sedap tak sdap, mkan jea lar apa yg jd...yg xleh tahan biler time thg hari smua g serbu surau semata2 nk tido...hehehe...mmg owg bndar btul lar ktowg smua nie..heheh...wlaubgaimanapun, ats sebab2 tertentu, ktowg t'paksa blik blik msing2 mlm tue jgak...ak pun xsnggup nk tido dlm utan tue mlm tue...hati berat jer...huhu...
Sronok yer kem tue bila kena dera, gara2 failed waktu wira jaya...mahu sesak nafas cheq bila msuk menatang alah nie, yg mmg pasti ak xlepas,monkey ride...xpsal2 kena dera bangkit n latih tubi 50x ptg tue jgk...huhuhu.....tp result yer,ktowg dpt tmpt ke-3 klau xslah or 1st...lupa lar...busyuk tue air kat monkey ride...hhuhuhu....xlupa juga kempen derma darah, snggup ak mkan 1 bar cklat smata2 nk naikkan brat bdan (skunk xyah mkan cklat nk tmbh, mmg akan b'tmbh pun), wlupun lepas tang berat tue, part Hg tue plak xlpas...huhuhu....
Yg pasti sronok yer kem tue, biler dpt peluang g khidmat komuniti...yeah!!!1st jea ak dh mengelat, g join grup owg lain..hehehe.gara2 xdea gang...huhu...tp lpas tue xdea dh...tkut kena tgkap jer..huhuhu...ktowg dpt g kg2 skitar,klinik, skul n yg pling xleh lupa kat air terjun (kat situ ada umah mona fendi tp kena naik ats lg)..yg pasti stiap kali khidmat komuniti, mesti rmai berebut kan air cklat xmau soya o teh..masing2 demand...huhuhuhu....
Klau nk citer psal PLKN, mmg pnjg lar post kali nie...so, smpy sini jer luahan bdak yg xleh tido nie...huhuhu...klau ada gbr, Insya Allah,akan diupload...

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

130813

Tiba2 nk letak entry title mcm tue...dh mcm trikh nikah jer...hehehe...blum lg ilah yer.... :P pada tarikh nie ada 2 bnda blaku

1 # mlm td tiba2 jer mimpi abh meninggal...huuhu....beri kesan btul mimpi tue..smpy ak jd paranoid biler tgk abh o mak tido... skunk pun terasa lg "kehilangan" tue...xdpt byangkan klau btul2 jd, mesti tungang-langang hdup ak rasa yer...huhu, even dlm mimpi tue pun ak dh mcm apa jer....wlupun dh mmg lumrah alam yg hdup pasti mati...but still ak xleh byangkan hdup ak tanpa abh o mak...mesti b'beza sgt2....

2# bnda ke-2 yg b'laku...pandai kan ak nie g reject interview kat tmpat tue..wlupun br interview, atlez cuba lar kan...'pandai' tol ko nie ilah oiii!!!huhuhu...br rasa menyesal skunk nie, waktu wat xdea plak ko pikir...huhuhuhu.....klau tak skunk nie tinggal tgu result jer...huhu.apa boleh wat, menyesal pun dh xguna...huhuu

='(

Friday, July 19, 2013

Once upon the time

words that keep me in the track





Rasa takut adalah naluri 
rasa berani adalah kemenangan 
kemahuan membungkam rasa takut
dan menyembunyikan dibawah rasa berani
-Julius Caesar


Orang yang sebenarnya berani ialah mereka yang tidak lekas patah hati tapi bertahan dengan sikap sanggup menghadapi cabaran
-Mohammad Ali jannah

Turutlah bisikan hatimu sebagaimana nahkoda silam menurut pedoman bintang dilangit 
pelayaran itu mungkin amat sunyi tapi bintang2 it memandu anda kemana anda ingin pergi
- David J Mahoney

Read Slowly

Pernah emailkan bnda nie to one of my frenz, skunk tiba2 rasa nk post kat sini plak, mybe as a reminder...huhuhu....

Have you ever wondered which hurt the most? saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest thing to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them 
if you do, they might break your heart, if you don't you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't, you can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own..when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but the others person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all...
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because you fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
we tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. 
But every time we tell lies, the thing we fear grow stronger. Life is all about risks and its requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could had..
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good bye? what would you do if every time you wanted someone, they never be there? what would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how your felt? (even if you don't care any more?)
what would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friend with all of my family and they know I love them? people live, people died. I want to tell you that you are my friend
if you died tomorrow (god forbid) you would be in my heart. would I be in yours?
if you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. 
we might be best friend one year,
pretty good friend next year
don't talk that often the next year,
and don't want to talk at all the next year after that
so, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a different in my life .
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, most of all I care about friend.

                                                                                                                           source: come from one of the novel that I read in the past

Saturday, June 22, 2013

..............


I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy

Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

21st May 2013

21st May 2013 melakar lg 1 sejarah dlam hidup anak pak Rahman nie,
1---.> YEAH!!! I'm graduated as a degree holder in Bsc. Hons in Resource Center 
       and Information  Management after 2 1/2 years

2--- > Sejarah kedua yg terlakar pd 21 Mei, JENG...JENG..JENG.....
           I meet HIS FAMILY...biler sebut psal  "his family" nie tentu2 lar ummi n abh dy plus adik2 dy
          Ya Allah,bertapa nervous yer anak pak Rahman nie..lg nervous dr g ambik skrol dkat dato'
           Sahol...huhuhu...
Apa pun, smua tue dh lepas, tp 'rase' tue masih ada lg...huhuhu....okay lar xlarat nk tulis pnjg2, so let picture paint a thousand words!!! :)


Terima Kasih sebab sudi bertahan selama 2 1/2 thun yer kowg ^_^

5 Tahun menjalin ikatan Ukhwah...so good to have FRIENDS like u guys :)


No explaination about this...hehehe ^_^v


Meet Datin CT Berseri2 aka cik Wan Siti Hajar...ex-clssmate frm Segamat


Meet my friend, my best friend, my roommate,my sister n insya Allah, my neighbor...hehehe...

:D 


Credit to kak Nisa n Yatt..

:)


Ehem...ehem....hehehhe

Ckit tribute tuk my sis nie n pak cik gorilla nie...hehehe xsbar mau mkan nasi minyak

^_^v


Sementara pkcik Hazwan tue drive, let snap pictures first..hehe



friend, gud friend, best friend, tukang berleter, itu lar cik Azima Seman..hehehe

^_^v

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control



Thank You Guys for those Memories
^_^



Saturday, January 5, 2013

Run away, find my own space....

Huhuhuhu..........

walaupun mcm mana rapat o baik pun seseorg,still need some space  and time to run away from everything, cry for a moment then put back that 'mask'...that the only moment where u can be ur own self...