Saturday, February 6, 2010

life's after....

ak ade mase lg setahun lg kat sini (more accurate not less than a year) but ak masih tertanya2 nk samb.degree or not...klau nk samb.bidang ape yg ak nk samb. n kat mane??? that big Q always coming in my mind...but in the end of the day...i juz keep the Q in my mind...
ak teringatkan perbualan ak gan cikgu noraini (cikgu bio waktu form 6) dia pernah tanya ak gan pak kim, ape yg kitowg nk jd lpas abis study...pak kim didn't answer that question...but for me...dgn xpikir 2x kali...i want to be a voluntarily(ramai yg xtaw cita2 ak nie)...a big shock for her....ak pun xtaw nape ak nk jd sukarelawan mungkin terpengaruh gan abah kot( i'm his daughter after all)..but she suggest me to find others jobs...mungkin keja nie xm'dtgkan pulangan kot...(i guest) to be a volunteer is okay but to make it as ur own 'periuk nasi' that is not ok...tue yg ak bole simpulkan dr ape yg dia katakan...selama nie ak jdkan cita2 ak tue sbg pendorong ak but now...i don't know what i want to be....
so, i wondering what kind of work are suit for me??? yelah dh masuk tahun akhir...so terpikir kan jalan hidup mcm mane yg ak nk lalui...xkan nk biarkan abh yg tentukan jlan ak...i'm already 20...big enough to make a decision....klau sblum nie ak terpikir kan ape yg ak nk wat pas tamat skul menengah...but now it time to think more deeper...what am i going to be for the next ten years????

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