Friday, July 19, 2013

Once upon the time

words that keep me in the track





Rasa takut adalah naluri 
rasa berani adalah kemenangan 
kemahuan membungkam rasa takut
dan menyembunyikan dibawah rasa berani
-Julius Caesar


Orang yang sebenarnya berani ialah mereka yang tidak lekas patah hati tapi bertahan dengan sikap sanggup menghadapi cabaran
-Mohammad Ali jannah

Turutlah bisikan hatimu sebagaimana nahkoda silam menurut pedoman bintang dilangit 
pelayaran itu mungkin amat sunyi tapi bintang2 it memandu anda kemana anda ingin pergi
- David J Mahoney

Read Slowly

Pernah emailkan bnda nie to one of my frenz, skunk tiba2 rasa nk post kat sini plak, mybe as a reminder...huhuhu....

Have you ever wondered which hurt the most? saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest thing to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them 
if you do, they might break your heart, if you don't you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't, you can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own..when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but the others person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all...
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because you fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
we tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. 
But every time we tell lies, the thing we fear grow stronger. Life is all about risks and its requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could had..
What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good bye? what would you do if every time you wanted someone, they never be there? what would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how your felt? (even if you don't care any more?)
what would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friend with all of my family and they know I love them? people live, people died. I want to tell you that you are my friend
if you died tomorrow (god forbid) you would be in my heart. would I be in yours?
if you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. 
we might be best friend one year,
pretty good friend next year
don't talk that often the next year,
and don't want to talk at all the next year after that
so, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a different in my life .
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, most of all I care about friend.

                                                                                                                           source: come from one of the novel that I read in the past

Saturday, June 22, 2013

..............


I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy

Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

21st May 2013

21st May 2013 melakar lg 1 sejarah dlam hidup anak pak Rahman nie,
1---.> YEAH!!! I'm graduated as a degree holder in Bsc. Hons in Resource Center 
       and Information  Management after 2 1/2 years

2--- > Sejarah kedua yg terlakar pd 21 Mei, JENG...JENG..JENG.....
           I meet HIS FAMILY...biler sebut psal  "his family" nie tentu2 lar ummi n abh dy plus adik2 dy
          Ya Allah,bertapa nervous yer anak pak Rahman nie..lg nervous dr g ambik skrol dkat dato'
           Sahol...huhuhu...
Apa pun, smua tue dh lepas, tp 'rase' tue masih ada lg...huhuhu....okay lar xlarat nk tulis pnjg2, so let picture paint a thousand words!!! :)


Terima Kasih sebab sudi bertahan selama 2 1/2 thun yer kowg ^_^

5 Tahun menjalin ikatan Ukhwah...so good to have FRIENDS like u guys :)


No explaination about this...hehehe ^_^v


Meet Datin CT Berseri2 aka cik Wan Siti Hajar...ex-clssmate frm Segamat


Meet my friend, my best friend, my roommate,my sister n insya Allah, my neighbor...hehehe...

:D 


Credit to kak Nisa n Yatt..

:)


Ehem...ehem....hehehhe

Ckit tribute tuk my sis nie n pak cik gorilla nie...hehehe xsbar mau mkan nasi minyak

^_^v


Sementara pkcik Hazwan tue drive, let snap pictures first..hehe



friend, gud friend, best friend, tukang berleter, itu lar cik Azima Seman..hehehe

^_^v

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control



Thank You Guys for those Memories
^_^



Saturday, January 5, 2013

Run away, find my own space....

Huhuhuhu..........

walaupun mcm mana rapat o baik pun seseorg,still need some space  and time to run away from everything, cry for a moment then put back that 'mask'...that the only moment where u can be ur own self...






Sunday, December 16, 2012

Go0d Bye...


find someone who looks and needs only at you.
 

meet someone who loves you so much until they can't go a day without you...
saying this moment is the last to you whom i love so much.
 

don't cry in pain counting the time that's passed,
don't love someone like me again


let's never meet again....let's not.

saying that this moment is the last to you whom i love so much

even if you try to turn it back,
even if you hold into me crying,
 
i was the one who said no and bid our farewell, i always act strong, but,
I'm a cowardly person,

didn't have the confidence to protect you forever and left,
 
don't love someone like me again,
don't make someone to miss again
,

 
one who looks only at you, and needs only you,
 
meet someone who love you so much,
they can't go a day without you, please
,

 
hurting, you try to hold me back
have the confident to give happiness to anyone beside her
 
even if we are regret our breakup
i can't do anything but give you our farewell,
don't cry in pain counting the time that's already passed
 
one who looks at you only and needs only you,
 
meet someone who loves you so much,
 
hey can't go a day without you, please
i hope that you'll be happy
 
let's never meet again...

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Girl Facts

yup2...natural beauty is more important




beware~