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Tiba2 nk letak entry title mcm tue...dh mcm trikh nikah jer...hehehe...blum lg ilah yer.... :P pada tarikh nie ada 2 bnda blaku

1 # mlm td tiba2 jer mimpi abh meninggal...huuhu....beri kesan btul mimpi tue..smpy ak jd paranoid biler tgk abh o mak tido... skunk pun terasa lg "kehilangan" tue...xdpt byangkan klau btul2 jd, mesti tungang-langang hdup ak rasa yer...huhu, even dlm mimpi tue pun ak dh mcm apa jer....wlupun dh mmg lumrah alam yg hdup pasti mati...but still ak xleh byangkan hdup ak tanpa abh o mak...mesti b'beza sgt2....

2# bnda ke-2 yg b'laku...pandai kan ak nie g reject interview kat tmpat tue..wlupun br interview, atlez cuba lar kan...'pandai' tol ko nie ilah oiii!!!huhuhu...br rasa menyesal skunk nie, waktu wat xdea plak ko pikir...huhuhuhu.....klau tak skunk nie tinggal tgu result jer...huhu.apa boleh wat, menyesal pun dh xguna...huhuu

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Once upon the time

words that keep me in the track

Rasa takut adalah naluri 

rasa berani adalah kemenangan 

kemahuan membungkam rasa takut

dan menyembunyikan dibawah rasa berani

-Julius Caesar

Orang yang sebenarnya berani ialah mereka yang tidak lekas patah hati tapi bertahan dengan sikap sanggup menghadapi cabaran

-Mohammad Ali jannah

Turutlah bisikan hatimu sebagaimana nahkoda silam menurut pedoman bintang dilangit 

pelayaran itu mungkin amat sunyi tapi bintang2 it memandu anda kemana anda ingin pergi

- David J Mahoney

Read Slowly

Pernah emailkan bnda nie to one of my frenz, skunk tiba2 rasa nk post kat sini plak, mybe as a reminder...huhuhu....

Have you ever wondered which hurt the most? saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest thing to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them 

if you do, they might break your heart, if you don't you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't, you can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own..when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but the others person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because we are to afraid to care too much... for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all...

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because you fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

we tell lies when we are afraid, afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. 

But every time we tell lies, the thing we fear grow stronger. Life is all about risks and its requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could had..

What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good bye? what would you do if every time you wanted someone, they never be there? what would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how your felt? (even if you don't care any more?)

what would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friend with all of my family and they know I love them? people live, people died. I want to tell you that you are my friend

if you died tomorrow (god forbid) you would be in my heart. would I be in yours?

if you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. 

we might be best friend one year,

pretty good friend next year

don't talk that often the next year,

and don't want to talk at all the next year after that

so, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a different in my life .

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you, most of all I care about friend.

                                                                                                                           source: come from one of the novel that I read in the past

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I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning, just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me oh Mandy

Well you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
Well you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today, oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I Walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world of uphill climbing
The tears are on my mind
And nothing is rhyming, oh Mandy

Yesterday's a dream I face the morning
Crying on the breeze
The pain is calling, oh Mandy

Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy won't you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today, oh Mandy

21st May 2013

21st May 2013 melakar lg 1 sejarah dlam hidup anak pak Rahman nie,
1---.> YEAH!!! I'm graduated as a degree holder in Bsc. Hons in Resource Center 
       and Information  Management after 2 1/2 years

2--- > Sejarah kedua yg terlakar pd 21 Mei, JENG...JENG..JENG.....
           I meet HIS FAMILY...biler sebut psal  "his family" nie tentu2 lar ummi n abh dy plus adik2 dy
          Ya Allah,bertapa nervous yer anak pak Rahman nie..lg nervous dr g ambik skrol dkat dato'
           Sahol...huhuhu...
Apa pun, smua tue dh lepas, tp 'rase' tue masih ada lg...huhuhu....okay lar xlarat nk tulis pnjg2, so let picture paint a thousand words!!! :)

Terima Kasih sebab sudi bertahan selama 2 1/2 thun yer kowg ^_^

5 Tahun menjalin ikatan Ukhwah...so good to have FRIENDS like u guys :)

No explaination about this...hehehe ^_^v

Meet Datin CT Berseri2 aka cik Wan Siti Hajar...ex-clssmate frm Segamat

Meet my friend, my best friend, my roommate,my sister n insya Allah, my neighbor...hehehe...

:D 

Credit to kak Nisa n Yatt..

:)

Ehem...ehem....hehehhe

Ckit tribute tuk my sis nie n pak cik gorilla nie...hehehe xsbar mau mkan nasi minyak

^_^v

Sementara pkcik Hazwan tue drive, let snap pictures first..hehe

friend, gud friend, best friend, tukang berleter, itu lar cik Azima Seman..hehehe

^_^v

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control

Thank You Guys for those Memories

^_^

Run away, find my own space....

Huhuhuhu..........

walaupun mcm mana rapat o baik pun seseorg,still need some space  and time to run away from everything, cry for a moment then put back that 'mask'...that the only moment where u can be ur own self...