If you can't accept yourself, then certainly no one else wil

should i or should i not be jealousy about something that had happen
many years ago (exactly about 3-4 year ago)?????

hurmmmmmm...i wonder????

When you're a beautiful person on the inside, nothing in the world can change that about you. Jealousy is the result of one's lack of self-confidence, self-worth, and self-acceptance. The Lesson: If you can't accept yourself, then certainly no one else will.

― Sasha Azevedo


Juz FORGET about it Ilah....

Upcoming event....

Assalammualaikum.....

huhu....dh b'zaman xupdate blog nie....last year kat pncak perdana wat ak busy jer (busy lar sgt ilah oii, dating jer keja yer)hehehheh...
sem nie dh nk smpy ke phujung yer...huhu...cepat yer masa b'lalu...tkut plak nk hdapi dunia pkerjaan...

ok upcoming event...
my sis's wedding...
huhuhu...apa bole wat kenduri yer 2 hb. tp t'pksa blik 1 hb...huhuhu...i'm sorry..
xpea lar at lez blik jugak kan...
finally, kawen jugak akak ak tue kan...happy for her..^_^V
kawan2 s'perjuangan wktu skul dulu pun dh rmai yg kawen..huhu...

xpea2 ilah...dh janji kan lg2 thun...huhuhu...ok penuh k'sabaran menunggu..
pdahal dh b'getar kepla lutut biler ingat psal bnda nie...huhuhu...T_T
but then...kena lar p'caya pd takdir kan2..\(^_^)/

tiba2 t'ingat plak citer semalam...
jahat kan ank pak Rahman nie, kena kan papa panda..:P
hehehhe
best kan biler dpt pluang ckp gan fture father in law????hehehe
br dy taw, perasaan ak biler nk d'ajak jumpa gan cousin dy (tue br cousin jer kot, blum lg umi n abh)

ok...nxt stories will be updated later....
happy holiday everyone...\^_^/

takdir....

Maslah btul biler t'libat dgn krisis rumah tangga owg...huu....klau dulu...entah camnea ak bole t'lbat gan krisis umah tangga kak mas...now..t'libat plak gan mslah mamat sowg nie...huhu...dua2 b'salah coz masalah b'punca dr skap mrk s'dr...yg pompuan t'lalu m'gongkong n slalu kluar ayt2 yg xelok dr mulut dia (yg mana sowg pompuan patut elak kan,pdhal ak pun sdng bljr nk m'ympah...hehe...taubat2)yg laki nie plak...hurrmmmmnn...tulah wat lg perangai playboy dia tue, smpai mkwea s'dr pun xleh nk p'caya..but to be clear...i'm not the reason y they r break up..(mybe)...huuu..dh gaya mcm kaunselor plak ak, pdahal b'cinta pun blum...b'tmbh lg p'galaman ak..huhu...t'rase cam ak plak yg b'cinta nie...mybe lpas nie ak bole bukak compny tuk mrk2 yg b'msalah cm nie..hurmmmnnn...

Can you smile....(^_^)

I remember that feeling from a long time ago
When I looked at you
I remembered that time when I knew you
And you knew me
I think about those desperate times
When I wanted to be like you,
To hang out with you
But it’s merely a memory that passed

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

I remember a long time ago
When I received your heart
I think of those times when you were
So loving towards to me, and I was thankful
We came across a farewell,
When we were the most in love
And when we were the happiest
I couldn’t hold you back because you were
So loving towards me, because I was sorry

And, can you smile? You want this,
You hope for this, I can’t seem to have you
With only my heart
And, can you smile? I said to go,
I said that I’m okay
Seems like I can’t give you anything
But this to you in the end

And still, still, in the end, still I…
But probably in the end… I still…
And still, still, in the end, still I…
But in the end, I still…

But I was suffocating from your frequent words
You tell me with rage
That my way of talking and my actions
Made you lose your words
And they made your anger rise
On this violent night
The starts lit up the sky and the moon shone
And you went steadily down your path
The night and moon are coming,
They’re just covered up by stars
The moon will always stay there
I’ll always be here for you, want you

And, can you smile? I want to take
I want to hold it all back
Because you can only be happy
Once you leave my side
And, can you smile? I said to go
I said that I’m okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
But this in the end

(^_^)V

Can you smile....

Cinta....

Langkah ku makin panjang
Menuju arah itu
Aku pasti di sana kau menunggu

Biarpun lelah jiwaku
Ternampak oleh mu
Aku pasti kau lebih tahu

Ku merenung dan merindu
Jelas untukmu kasih
Hanya untukmu




Yakin aku hampiri dirimu yang semakin jauh
Yakin kamu menanti diriku yang sering keliru
Kan ku tuju,kan ku tuju,dan di situ
Halalkanlah aku

Resah yang makin hilang
Ditinggalkan jejak ku
Aku pasti mahumu begitu

Biar terkadang waktu
Bertatih mencarimu
Aku pasti kaulah yang satu

Kau merenung dan merindu
Jelas untukku kasih
Hanya untukku

Yakin aku hampiri dirimu yang semakin jauh
Yakin kamu menanti diriku yang sering keliru
Kan ku tuju,kan ku tuju,dan di situ
Halalkanlah aku

Words of the day

let wind blow away your misery,

let rain vanish your sadness

and let sun shines your day..





don't be like a candle
that burn itself for others
and will be end/ gone later on
but be like a lamp
that will be light in a dark
always be with you
whenever you want
only stop when you switch off...